But I can't even see the damn wagon anymore! Yep, that's how long I have been turning my back on this aspect of my life. I can blame the broken ankle, or the holidays, or the expense of Jenny, or the ever classic excuse for women...hormones. Yet, we all know that's a crock of sh!&, but I am good at selling it to myself. Side note, next career..sales...this has shown me I can sell anything to anyone.
Ok, but honestly I do want to get back to the program; I just wish the days weren't so long. Living alone and working in a corporate setting sets anyone up for failure. There are only so many times I can pass the food spread and resist, I have even gone other directions to bypass the table only to run into another departments spread! Try to get out of this building without running into food...I dare you. Blinders, like the kind horses use, work...but then I just get strange looks from everyone in the department so I gave those back to Ed.
My only chance is to overcome this is to be prepared.
Have food at my desk that is good for me, vent my frustrations on here, and keep the picture of success in the front of my mind at all times. One of these days it will all click and I will win. So why not make that day today?
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